Hello People! Welcome… Umm where should I start, lets just say I’m a very simple person, I get along with people really well. I’m not an easy talker, I can be shy at times but I’m not this all the time! I can get really crazy and loud like my family knows me by. I believe I’m pretty mature for my age. I know how to deal with different situations in their own way. I think I worry way too much! There’s not one day that goes by where I don’t thing something will happen. But nothing has happen yet and lets hope that continues.
I am always open to making new friends. Friends to me come and go and I can care less as long as I have my family besides me. Family to me is everything; I can’t imagine my life without them. I don’t hand out my trust to people like it’s a penny, to gain my trust, it’s like an honor. I often hide my feeling, wait let me change that, I always hide my feelings. I don’t like to be label as weak, so I never show others when I’m feeling sad. I like to vent my feelings to my diary. I think the only people that can break me down is my family. Their words and opinions can hurt me more than anyone can. Words to me are very powerful. One person can kill my mood by just simply saying a couple words.
I remember also everything people say to me especially if they are negative things. Those stick to me like glue! When people say hurtful things to me I just take it like a man, haha but those words will always be in the back of my head. For some reason, I never remember the positive and nice things and comments people give me, I always remember the bad things being said. I always try to lend a helping shoulder to those who are in pain. However since I don’t experience as much hardships about relationships or death, I can never be a great help. All I can do is be there and support and show them love. Many people think I am funny, I don’t really think so but, I can say I do have some jokes, haha. My jokes are hurtful if you take it in that direction; however, I don’t mean it like that, I’m just trying to entertain. I never really think about others feelings until moments later. And that’s when I start feeling bad. And when I feel bad about something, I feel really bad. I wouldn’t be able to have a great time knowing that I really hurt someone. I say just kidding a lot. I don’t know why when honestly some of the things I say, I really mean it, I guess I just say jk so I can ease the tension in the room. Wow, this is long. My bad if this doesn’t flaw haha, I’m just writing whats on the top of my head. But Anyways, I want to go to UCLA, this school has been a dream of mine since I think 6th grade. Success in life is what drives me to go to school. Not only do I want to be successful in life, but I want to enjoy what I do. I want to have fun with life and be able to support myself and family at the same time. I want to cruise down the street in my BMW or Benz,
I want it all! Boys have never been on my mind, I have crushes here and there but it’s really nothing. I’m too shy for all of that. I don’t think I’m smart, I mean all I do to get my beautiful G.P.A. is study, study and study. I am not naturally smart; I just work hard for my grades. Wait who am I kidding? It’s all because I’m ASIAN! Hehe. Well, imma end it here its getting tooo long but I have so much more to write! This is only like the beginning, not even the beginning, it’s the prologue. But yeah,
I’m just someone who is still experimenting on my life. Hahah, excuse the grammar mistakes and the shifting, I wrote this a while back and yeah decided to reuse it cause I'm lazy to make a new one.
